Ouch

I know i done something very bad.
I try to apologize but seem she is ignoring me.
When i see that picture. It remind me of my grandpa.
So i lost my rational thinking because of miss him.

When he leaving me, i am the only family member who cannot
send him go away because i am far far away from home.
I think i am useless on this point. I still clearly remember
what this old man try to tell me before i went oversea to study.
He said " study hard and don't worry "
I never understand so much about those meaning
until he was not here anymore then i know what
those really mean. He want me to fight for my future.
The " don't worry " mean he believe and putting trust in me
that i can solve and deal with problem in the future with my wisdom
and knowledge. It is also mean something else. I knew that....
When i am sad. I can only hide it in deep deep heart. No one will never know
I always cover it up with a smiling face then no one will not know it.

I know i did something wrong last night. I should not told her what i am thinking.
Which make her miss her grandma and sad..
I feel very bad and i guess she not gonna talk to me anymore.
I should never said that out to her..
I will remember those precious Golden message from the old man live
happily in the heaven until i die. I have grow old enough to understand them.
I need to be strong to accept fact that everyone will leave us one day.
When i am young. In primary school, keep saw my friends they wear something on their shoulder that their grandparent was....
I always scare this day will come and i cannot accept the fact.
I able to carry up responsibility and put down them.
Now the view is totally different. I still have grandma and grandpa and grandmother.
Gonna love them so much while they still here.

Sorry Claire for last night, hope you don't hate me
I hope i can do something for you to make u feel better.
Scold me or anything i also don't mind if can make u feel better.
If ignore me will make me feel bad.. later exam again.. sigh..

Ping page 1

This is a story about a Boy


Once upon a time...
Well in 2011.
There live a boy name Ping
He live in a Huge Castle name Salford
In the Castle. He need to work as hard as possible to do all the house chord and
take care everything. From sunrise till moon come out. Poor little boy...
On the other hand, there also live a mighty fierce dragon who wear glasses... with pajamas
Well not the western dragon with 2 wings and tiny arms and chubby legs.
But something look like dragon from China.
Yup... Mighty fierce dragon wearing glasses with pajamas.
The Dragon only come out from the castle huge holes when feeding time.
Other time... may be sleeping inside the dark huge holes... who know?
Beside that, there is also a mad Orge mama in the castle. Guarding everything.
Even the dragon also fear of this Orge mama. Will tell u more about the Orge.
There also a live a powerful magic fairy tales princess in the highest part of the castle.
Ping always scare of the Pajamas Dragon.. i guess it can breath fire? Lol.
The Orge mama always invited those Orge family to come over in the castle for party.
Then it gonna be heap of Orge everywhere.
Fairy tales princess always taught some magic spell to Ping.
They are not enough to defeat the Orge and dragon..
The sky under the evil Salford castle



Today Fairy Princess taught Ping how to make a shield.
Too bad, got grab away by the Orge mama for own use.
Oh yeah... in addition, Shrek and Fiona are Ping's neighbor
This story is not about Shrek =P
Outside the castle. Live dangerous animal.
Have 2 dangerous Sharks, Deadly hound and 1 evil monkey.
But Ping always feed them so they love Ping so much too.

To be continue since Ping need to continue do cleaning...

13042011 :D

Soon Friday...
I ....
Haiz.....
Avionic.....
You cannot compare Avionic to Mechanical.
Mechanical is something u can feel and imagine what can it do...
Avionic is something digital world, software.... How to imagine :<
Still have a lot to stuff till Friday afternoon....
Heap of pressure.. Cant do anything....

I understand something under this type of condition...
We Should Never Force Someone To Do What They Don't Like
Forcing will always hurt both side. We should always care for other people feeling.
I did not mean me forcing people but is people forcing me to do what i dislike.
I always upset if they do that to me. That is what i don't do to other people.
If someone forcing you, never hate them and just think good thing of
what they had done for you. This is what i always do.
I never care if i get hurt. I can cure the hurt in dream.
Like how bad thing reverse to good thing.

Just now Toong waiting for me to reply while Lamb calling me.
I did not reply Toong and cannot talk freely with Lamb
Because Uncle stand beside me.
He teaching me on study...
Still feel bad everything happen at the same time.

I still need to continue study. I been study since Monday morning......
Not enough sleep and rest..... seem like robot =.=
May be this lead to my hiccups.

10042011 :D

That night i cant sleep. Been flip around, rolling and kicking.
Next morning wake up late, aunt yelled. Then i spend 15mins for brushing teeth, bath and
eating breakfast. Pretty fast =P

Then need to arrive at Temple before 8:30am because it depart at 8:30am Rawr O:
Well the person who are late always gonna sit behind the bus. Sit behind the bus, i meet
4new friends. They are Wai, Kim, Mellisa and Pei Ni. They are totally pray deep into
Buddhist Heart, Most of the topic they discuss are about that. I don't mind since it only
1 day trip. On the way to there, i only see Cows... Yes heap of cows and horses.
Not even a single lamb. First destination are Moogerah Dam. Pretty nice place to visit.
The lake is on top of the mountain and hills



The second destination is Wine farm. I only go wondering around to kill time till lunch time.
We went for lunch at 12:30pm in Toonah town. They gave us each people a ticket for lucky draw. Aunt got number 59 while i got 51. Pretty lucky, this two number got draw. So i have
to bring home those prize plus the vegetable which aunt bought from shop. So big bag and
small bag.

We cancel to Toonah lookout because it was under construction. So we went to zoo.
I walk faster toward and zoo. Took pictures of Wallaby!!! and etc animals. They have Kangaroo
not Koala bear. Then we heading back to temple after visit the zoo. This trip let me found out
my feeling. When u like someone, you will not care about she is poor, ugly, sick or a lot weakness.
But not that bad too.... at least a bit standard .....xp
The main thing, she already fill all the space in your heart. Even there is a very beautiful or sexy girl get near u, they will never have chance =.=
This is call Love. Power of love.. But i don't know what her feeling. Too bad... Right?

When i get home, i study.... till dinner...
Eating half way dinner... found out almost 8pm.
Rush out and drive to Willie house. He gave me last hour revision.
He gave me some disc and most precious ATA 100 chapter big table made by him.
Wakaka. I already paste on my wall in my room. After he pack up and put luggage into my car.
Have to drive him to Brisbane airport. He very right on one thing, this is the last time he sit in my car. I feel sad. I been send many friends to airport. In the end. Who will send me?
Drop him. Find some park to back to airport to meet him....... This kid name Ping like to run in international airport road? Sigh..
Talk to him for while, he said don't really need anymore help. Well he been same class with me since 2years, in class only both of us are from Malaysia. We are same age ( youngest in class too )
Ahaha... He the best student in school. Envy him but i believe myself also can do it too.
When i walk back to car. Feel sad... but i believe we will meet again. Went to Toong's house.
Continue do revision till 12am. We are very hardworking till forget to sleep.
From Toombul to Sunnybank, road work all the way. Those worker also very hardworking.
Now raining again at 2.31PM

Module 9 human factors

Continue of Aircraft Maintenance Engineering Human Factors for JAR 66

Violation in Aircraft Maintenance
It is a unfortunate fact of life that violations occur in aviation maintenance. Most stem from a genuine desire to do a good job. Seldom are they acts of vandalism or sabotage. However, they represent a significant threat to safety as systems are designed assuming people will follow the procedures. There are four types of violations:
-Routine violations;
-Situational violations;
-Optimising violations;
-Exceptional violations.

Routine violations are things which have become 'the normal way of doing something' within the person's work group ( e.g. a maintenance team ). They can become routine for a number of reasons: engineers may believe that procedures may be over prescriptive and violate them to simplify a task ( cutting corners ), to save time and effort.

Situational violations occur due to the particular factors that exist at the time, such as time pressure, high workload, unworkable procedures, inadequate tooling, poor working conditions, there occur often when, in order to get the job done, engineers consider that a procedure cannot be followed.

Optimising violations involve breaking the rules for ' kicks'. These are often quite unrelated to the actual task. The person just uses the opportunity to satisfy a personal need.

Exceptional violations are typified by particular tasks or operating circumstances that make violations inevitable, no matter how well intentioned the engineer might be.

Avoiding and Managing Errors
Safety Management System ( SMS )

Error management includes measure to :
-minimise the error liability of the individual or the team;
-reduce the error vulnerability of particular tasks or task elements;
-discover, assess and then eliminate error-producing ( and violation- producing ) factors within the workplace;
-diagnose organisational factors that create error-producing factors within the individual, the team, the task or the workplace;
-enhance error detection;
-increase the error tolerance of the workplace or system;
-make latent conditions more visible to those who operate and manage the system;
-improve the organisation's intrinsic resistance to human fallibility.
It would be very difficult to list all means by which errors might be prevented or minimised in aircraft maintenance. In effect, the whole of this document discusses mechanisms for this, from ensuring that individuals are fit and alert, to making sure that the hanger is adequate.

One of the thing likely to be most effective in preventing error is to make sure that engineers follow procedures. This can be effected by ensuring that the procedures are correct and usable, that the means of presentation of the information is user friendly and appropriate to the task and context, that engineers are encouraged to follow procedures and not to cut corners.

What is sleep?
Sleep is natural state of reduced consciousness involving changes in body and brain physiology which is necessary to man to restore and replenish the body and brain.

Sleep can be resisted for a short time, but various parts of the brain ensure that sooner or later, sleep occurs. When it does, it is characterised by five stages of sleep :
-Stage 1 : This is a transitional phase between waking and sleeping. The heart rate slow and muscles relax. It is easy to wake someone up.
-Stage 2 : This is a deeper level of sleep, but it is still fairly easy to wake someone.
-Stage 3 : Sleep is even deeper and sleeper is now quite unresponsive to external stimuli and so is difficult to wake. Heart rate, blood pressure and body temperature continue to drop.
-Stage 4 : This is the deepest stage of sleep and it is very difficult to wake someone up.
- Rapid Eye Movement : Even though this stage is characterised by brain activity similar to a person who is awake, the person is even more difficult to awake than stage 4. It is therefore also known as paradoxical sleep. Muscles become totally relaxed and eyes rapidly dart back and forth under the eyelids. It is thought that dreaming occurs during REM sleep.

Medication
Any medication, no matter how common, can possibly have direct effects or side effects that may impair an engineer's performance in the workplace.
Medication can be regraded as any over-the-counter or prescribed drug used for therapeutic purposes.
There is a risk that these effects can be amplified if an individual has a particular sensitivity to the medication or one of its ingredients. Hence, an aircraft maintenance engineer should be particularly careful when taking a medicine for the first time, and should ask his doctor whether any prescribed drug will affect his work performance. It is also wise with any medication to take the first dose at least 24 hours before any duty to ensure that it does not have any adverse effects.

Medication is usually taken to relieve symptoms of an illness. Even if the drugs taken do not affect the engineer's performance, he should still ask himself whether the illness has made him temporarily unfit for work.
Various publications, and especially AWN47 give advice relevant to aircraft maintenance engineer on some of the more common medications. This information is summarised below, however the engineer must use this with caution and should seek further clarification from a pharmacist, doctor or their company occupational health advisor if at all unsure of the impact on work performance.

-Analgesic are used for pain relief and to counter the symptoms of colds and flu. In the UK, paracetamol, aspirin and ibuprofen are the most common, and are generally considered safe if used as directed. They can be taken alone but are often used as ingredient of a 'cold relief ' medicine. It is always worth bearing in mind that the pain or discomfort that you are attempting to treat with an analgesic ( e.g. headache, sore throat, etc. ) may be the symptom of some underlying illness that needs proper medical attention.

- Antibiotics ( such as Penicillin and the various mycins and cyclines ) may have short term or delayed effects which affect work performance. Their use indicates that a fairly severe infection may well be present and apart from the effects of these substances themselves, the side-effects of the infection will almost always render an individual unfit for work.

-Anti-histamines are used widely in ' cold cures ' and in the treatment of allergies (e.g. hayfever). Most of this group of medicines tend to make the user feel drowsy, meaning that the use of medicines containing anti- histamines is likely to be unacceptable when working as an aircraft maintenance engineer.

-Cough Suppressants are generally safe in normal use, but if an over-the-counter product contains anti-histamine, decongestant, etc., the engineer should exercise caution about its use when working.

-Decongestants ( i.e. treatments for nasal congestion) may contain chemicals such as pseudo-ephedrine hydrochloride ( e.g. 'Sudafed' ) and phenylphrine. Side-effects reported, are anxiety, tremor, rapid pulse and headache. AWN47 forbids the use of medications containing this ingredient to aircraft engineers when working as the effects compromise skilled performance.

-'Pep' pills are used to maintain wakefulness. They often contain caffeine, dexedrine or benzedrine. Their use is often habit forming. Over-dosage may cause headaches, dizziness and mental disturbances, AWN47 states that ' the use of 'pep' pills whilst working cannot be permitted. If coffee is insufficient, you are not fit for work.'

-Sleeping tablets ( often anti-histamine based ) tend to slow reaction times and generally dull and senses. The duration of effect is variable from person to person. Individuals should obtain expect medical advice before taking them.

Melatonin ( a natural hormone ) deserves a special mention. Although not available without a prescription in the UK, it is classes as a food supplement in the USA ( and is readily avaible in health food shop ). it has been claimed to be effective as a sleep aid, and to help promote the resynchronisation of disturbed circadian rhythms. Its effectiveness and safety are still yet to be proven and current best advice is to avoid this product.

Do u know what to do so that u don't lost ur other half?

I just random write this to remind myself.
I got the idea from my own feeling.
When 2people start to walk together.
Something wonderful forming between them.
It is call trust. Mr Trust is a very powerful person.
It can destroy or create in some situation.
We also need to keep this Mr Trust,
so that the love chain will not break open.
Beside that, you also need to understand
what your other half thinking, needs, what they lack of,
how much space and freedom u gave to them.
When 2 people being together, happiness is important.
But that is not enough. When u can feel them unhappy.
You don't know what the reason. Either take the risk or
let them Calm down. If u take the risk, either happy or sad ending.
It either worse or better.
Worse mean, when they are frustrated. u don't know why.
You try to chill them up, they feel it is a joke, then u upset them more.
This lead to crack in the love chain. This time they are more weak.
Other people will getting opportunity to become 3rd player if they
manage to release your lover frustration. Then nothing more u can do
because you are black listed and might be kick out of this love.
Happy ending will be like this.
If you have the confidence, then go solve out their problem
with what you understand with your other half.
If u success.... this will increase touch, glad, happy and etc of both of you.

Always give your other half some space and freedom. This is best gift for both of you.
Know why? This show you are trust with your other half. While he or she can do
something he or she happy to do. They can spend sometime alone, with their own family
and friends. This is call real happiness. It is something like let the fishing string away for further eventually u can caught a big fish, this theory. For me, i been listen to a lot suggestion but
my most favorite still ( spend sometime alone in the toilet ) Lol... i know it is funny.
But that is the best privacy u can have for yourself. It is short but still have time for brainstorming. If u keep control your other half. They will lack of freedom and apparently
they will easy get sick up of you. You hold them too tight cause them cant breath and
uncomfortable which is not best thing to do. Not hold too tight don't not mean u get too loose.
That the most worse, they think you don't show commitment, nothing is free in this world.
You need to work hard to earn something you wish.

9042011 :D

Saturday

Left 2days till 11th, Stupid immigration making me so frustrated since Friday evening.
Tomorrow is Wonderful Sunday because i have a trip go out with aunt and her friends.
Gonna be a fun trip, that mean i can wait for it. Pffft.... Location are Toonah - it's 8 o'clock direction from Brisbane. Well South West direction of Brissy. It locate 86.7km away from Brisbane.
While Gold Coast are located 4 o'clock direction from Brisbane. It is opposite of Brisbane.

Today wake up, aunt keep rush me to eat breakfast cause she cook something nice for me.
Then at 11am need to help Sophia move house. This is because thank to aunt giving me this
trouble =.= but why me.... I help her move thing with my car yet still smash by her on eye with
her poster roll. That totally wrong to treat someone helping you :/
She also gave me something. No idea what it can do. Cant be eat :p

Later i need to continue on my module 9 human factors stuff.. heap more to go.
Evening are fun.... Well...I feel it... i smell it... i breath it... it was there... my great day.
Oh yes. Lamb need to sleep.. I know i need to wake her up after 30mins but i also wake up
so late. So i just forget about it, let her rest, and her 30mins mean 3hours... XD
I still cant believe they dump me at home. Went for orchestra at Southbank without me.
Well who care =p