2nd time..

When u love a person, it's not your fault or that people fault. LOVING that person in my heart mean for me is to make her to be happy and don't drop a tears. She smile and i laugh is the best part in my life. See u jump and talk whatever you want is really a glad feeling for me.
The saddest part is when someone try to sabotage what u always dream for.
Archive something u always wish for is not easy, destroy and ruin off someone dream is easy and simply. When the heart is broken, u cant seal it back with tapes or plaster, the feeling that u will not understand for 2nd time. Trust do take time to build up and it can just fly away just because some fake news that u believe easily.

When your Facebook, and other blog account got hack in and all your information are leak. Evil people will take this advantage to do sabotage toward you for revenge or for kill time by create drama. U can only blame yourself that you are so stupid silly that u create a same password. I will not beg u so hard for you to believe me again since u think i am a dummy and stupid person what u ever meet. When you think my explanation and sincerely is just like some kind of wind blow pass your ear, Why don't you just call me shut up even i try so hard to explain.

I been go to badminton every session just to wanna able to do smash and meet Cheng Ham who have leg injury. I always wanna show you that i able to smash and i am not that so lousy when you are yell at me that get the ball. The thing upset me the most is....you don't believe that i did not tell anyone about the 20th night. When i walk out of your house, i drive home then bath and went to sleep cause i tomolo need to wake up early and i was like on 20th 4am till 21th July 9pm did not go online and do anything cause i need to rush to school to study and do maintenance on helicopter. I only write down on diary when im free. I Swear i Never tell anyone and you dont believe me. I even let u listen to Parachute song, the lyric said dont tell anyone what we did.....

I did not stalk you like you just said it easily , i just wanna ask for a clear explanation for what i did not do it. The Feeling of getting accused had been disturb me for week and it been a harras when i try to study and you still make fun of it, I also a human that have feeling and i don't have time to do childish stuff like send insulting messages. My parents always want me remind myself to respect everyone you meet and help them if you are able. I always wanna ask them back. Am i stupid or being kind for people to bully back, accuse or insult? Or may be i don't get angry or hate inside myself that make everyone go beyond the limit that keep take all the advantages of me? Even i so glad-fully that i in Wushu federation that keep taught us how to respect elder and youngster and protect people from harm.

I know i am always making people feel so boring with my lame joke cause i am a lousy cheerer for everyone.