As You Can See

After exam, my whole body are slacking.
My mind are blank and no direction to go.
Even sleeping also have no feeling anymore.
Inhale air just to earn a little more living.
Sharing is greatest thing in our life.
Life is short like a firework. We need to make it wonderful before the spark gone.
Mother, Father and sister always taught me...
Do what you like to do As Long As You Don't Hurt, Destroy, Ruin anything or anyone.
But... something i did right but something i did wrong.
When i get insult or bully, why do i keep those sad inside my heart?
I been collecting them inside my heart.... at the age i know the feeling of sad.
Primary school, secondary school till now but do i complain to anyone?
Nope... it part of life... I miss the box that i keep everything secret in the drawer
locked by the key located in the book page ( forget which pages )
The book in my other drawer lock by a wire which i locked it up before i come to Australia
In My room. When i get home, first thing i wanna do is go find them.
I always understand that, must precious what you own now before they are gone.
Always look around you, precious something u have now, don't wait till it is gone then
Just start to feel regret.
Be grateful of what you ever earn.
Be able to put down on what you had lost.
Be fair and look far for those you lost with open mind.
With this way, you will live even happy life.
After i read her message, i still cant really forgive myself
for what fault i had committed.
I don't know how to face her.
I don't know what to say anymore.
I just scare i will make her drop tear again
Which i care the most is her feeling.
May be this is why i always help people who ask for help.
Because i don't want them to lose hope and feel bad.
Today i was hit by those 3 kids with pillow.
So what? Like i care?
Actually i wanna went back to that river to release that 2 turtles.
Chinese people always believe that release turtle will gain hope, happiness and etc
I wanna release that 2 turtle since week ago but keep hold down by aunt.
She said wanna go with me but always busy.
I have 2 turtles.
I wanna make the 1st wish
I wish Uncle will have a safe trip to Malaysia and China.
And hope everyone to be safe and peaceful.
2nd wish is hope Lamb will be brave and happy.
Hope my mum are happy.
Hope everyone always be able to live happily.
I guess i going to do that tomorrow.
I love this song very much when the first time listen to it.
This song make me feel like wanna drop tear in the middle song.
Joy at the ending. Believe hope when the starting of the song.
I been keep listen to this song. Is this song change my thinking of there
will be hope for you if u go after it. I will put the song's lyric under there...

I have 1 problem but i cannot ask anyone for help...
I have a friend who seem kind.
That why i always help him
But other friends said he is kind of gossiper about other people
and only be close to someone to gain benefits.
Which make me hard to believe.
But i seek deep into my heart is he still my friend?
Seeking my own heart do you believe that is real?
May be the question in my mind are...
Do he still treat me as a true friend or he just using me just like
other friends mention.
But I REALLY don't know...
Why suddenly everything come so sudden.


Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July