Today i tried to wake up at 3.40am.
Yes. I did but too cold for me to study.
I continue sleep till 6am.
Wake up and take hot bath and eat my breakfast.
Then go to toombul as i promise friend that i gonna help her.
Reach her home, she still in some kind of pajamas.
I been study like 15hours on week day just for a pass.
Then i lend her my note mark with exams questions.
Which i study so hard for those exams. I passed them and
mark down the exam questions in my notes
I can only say : 前人种树,后人斩树.
Those Junior students only know how to ask me for exams questions.
They also don't really study. In future, they are holding human life.
They gonna fixing aircraft to prevent aircraft accident happening.
I just need more time to study. I always feel bad when i reject people when
they seeking help from me. So i sure will help them but end up i did not help myself.
She start study my notes and i study mine. Few other friends is making much noise...
I cannot concentrate. wth... only this 3 letters can describe that situation.
Then i try to absorb as much as i can. Time flew and it already 12.30pm.
Heading for school. They are happy lo... with the stuff and revision i done for them.
I was a bit struggle for my own exams. 1pm start, mine end at 3.15pm.
Got one instructor are giving one student the answer. Totally not fair.
When i click the submit button on the computer, i got 71%..... correct 70 of 99Questions.
I just need 75% to pass... I just got really upset for that mark. I been study so hard and only got this mark. While that girl pass her exam just study my notes... grrrrr....
Go to reception and ask for my other 2 exams results. They seem good with 88% and 86%.
At least the hardest exam of the whole course, i already passed it.
Friends know that... invite me to their house to eat curry... sigh .... not really in the mood
to eat Penang curry. Then they going to McDonald to work. So i can only follow them and go there to eat something for my dinner. Playing facebook at McDonald. Other friends know this, then drag me to south bank to watch movie name " Paul " It was really funny but i only can pretend to smile for while... 3 tit~ awesome~ lol...
They treat me eat Nando in the city. Thank you friends.
I fail this subject... don't know how to tell my parents. They already book my air ticket to Korea.
I cannot just tell them to cancel the RM 4thousand air ticket......
I just scare and don't know what to say. Just feel really bad..
Actually i promise that going to bring her out for movie after i pass this exam.
But i fail it and i don't think she gonna go out with someone like that...
Seem really bad day.... I ruin everything myself..sad...
Today also friends graduation in school but.... i did not attend, well... gratz them. All the best.
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